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I currently live in North Land O' Lakes, MI, surrounded by the Ottowa National Forest. The nearest store
is about 6 miles away. I rent an efficiency apartment that's in the garage building on my mother's property.
I have a male black labrador dog, named "Clever". He's about 5 years old, with an excellent
temperament, and fairly good training. I drive a Geo Metro - exceptional fuel efficiency, average comfort,
and slightly below average road-handling.
I currently survive via Social Security Disability Disbursements. This situation came about because my ex drove
me into a full-blown nervous breakdown in 1999 before breaking up the family. My health broke, during the
assaults against me during the next year - and, when I finally escaped malicious, violent persecution, by moving
out of harm's reach, the only option remaining for me was to apply for Social Security. As a result, although
I'm physically less able than I used to be, I am economically stable at the low income level which the
Social Security allows. I'm including this here, now, to get the issue out of the way - if it's a condition
which would interfere with you being able to respect me, then quit reading and go away.
Although I'm currently economically secure on the SSID disbursements, I don't intend to continue receiving
them. I intend to find some way to be self-supportive again; always, have had that intention, from the moment
I conceded to the need for receiving them. It's more likely than not, that my break from SSID will be
achieved via the skills of my musicianship. As such, the break from SSID will (almost certainly) be
accompanied by a change in my routines to include frequent traveling for the sake of attending paying gigs
when I've linked up with a band. That will make me absent, quite a bit. If you have neediness to the point
of not being able to cope with me being gone frequently for work, then I'm probably not the right person
for you - because, if I have my way, sooner or later it's going to happen. I also have a condition of insomnia,
that disrupts my wake/sleep schedule. This, also, would diminish the frequency of me being available - and, as
such, is a consideration re. neediness. I should mention this - that, if I did become involved romantically with
someone, I wouldn't mind at all if that person were to accompany me traveling to gigs - if it was in
a situation where they could afford to do so without suffering some kind of loss. The reality, is that I'm
not interested in groupies or one-night stands. In other words, my attitude is that women aren't toys - and,
neither am I; i.e., intimacy is a gift I don't give out lightly or indiscriminately.
I don't have any real preference, re. women's hair color, or eye color. What matters to me, is that the
entire person should be attractive. I don't need a glamour model or porn queen, to be romantically or sexually
devoted - if you saw either of my 2 ex-wives, you'd know that's true. I've entirely lost my willingness to accept
being abused - that's why my ex-wives are ex'es instead of wives. If you're shopping for someone you can abuse,
then go look somewhere else.
When I was young, I was quite physical - lots of running around, getting into trouble, etc. Now, my physical
condition doesn't allow sports, fights, or even dancing. The last item is the one I miss... When I touch anyone,
I do it with respect - and, I expect the same in return. Has anyone ever made you faint during intimacy? I've
done that to several people. Would it happen with you? There's only one way to find out, right? Can you service
your man? Can you be serviced? I need someone who can give freely, as needed, and can take what they need when
it's needed. I'm fairly trim & fit, considering my physical limitations; it just shows that I do put out
effort at maintaining myself. I don't need perfection in a mate - just, a willingness to put out effort to
maintain herself. I should mention, that muscular women turn me off in a big way. I won't even consider
getting involved with a muscle-bound, knobby, lumpy, masculine-looking weight-lifter woman; it's disgusting.
Gender-bending is unhealthy, just as covering yourself with tattooed graffiti or going nuts with miscellaneous
punctures as an ornament-hanger is unhealthy - they show a willingness to harm one's self for the sake of approval
from people who don't really care.
Despite being well versed in the area of naturalist, I'm not a "nature boy". I love nature, but think
it's best when viewed through a window. I don't enjoy mosquitoes, fleas, tics, bees, bears, wolves, feral dogs,
etc. I don't even know when the last time I went camping was, and don't feel motivated to seek out an opportunity
to do so. I like traveling, as long as I can take the time to enjoy the scenery; window-shopping, playing tourist,
etc. I don't follow any mass-media sports at all. I avoid wrestling programs like the plague. I love science and
nature programs, although I won't watch medical shows. I don't watch soap operas at all; I prefer sci-fi, if
it's good sci-fi (not made for the sake of creating a propaganda vehicle). I like watching movies, but will avoid
most horror; i.e., I mainly like sci-fi and drama.
I'm not right-wing. I'm not left-wing. I'm not a conservative. I'm not a liberal. I don't favor industrialists.
Feminazis disgust me. I don't use drugs. I rarely drink - and, when I do, it's safe at home and in moderation.
I think the upper class are parasites. I think the lower class needs to work on personal improvement. I think the
middle class is unduly complacent and self-centered. I don't favor ethnic bias. I don't condone ethnic discrimination.
I'm allergic to propaganda. I don't trust government, or politicians. I think corporations are parasitic on society.
I'm wary of bikers; avoid outlaws and gangsters, like the plague. I think the penal system is sick and infects
anyone incarcerated; desperately in need of reform. I think a whole slew of laws should be repealed, especially
anti-drug laws. I avoid religious fanatics, and police-state advocates. I advocate national health care, as long as
corporations aren't allowed to control it. I'm pro-family, and anti-divorce. I think parents are persuaded by
propaganda to be self-centered, placing their pleasures and comfort above the well-being and interests of their
children. I believe in moderation in everything, including moderation. I always evaluate via logic - but, I'm
wary of "facts". Intuition and emotion frequently swing the balance, determining my choices.
My two worst addictions are to coffee, and cigarettes. I'll probably never quit either one. My primary recreation,
is going out on Friday and Saturday nights, to watch the live music in the lounge at the nearby casino. I never
gamble when I go there. I just drink the complimentary coffee, watch the show, and talk with the friends I've made
there. Sometimes, I get to sit in with the bands - almost always, a huge load of good, clean, healthy fun.
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